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I am posting a picture of what I had for lunch today because it was the only thing that made me happy today, so far. It’s salad from my most favourite salad place because they serve a good portion of meat with it. I’m not opposed to greens, but their not my fav type of food. Meats are, cos they are delicious, and it makes me finish my greens, to get to them. I’m not on a diet. Diets don’t work. Anyway, last night, I probably over reacted. Maybe. I don’t know. It sure wasn’t fun waiting all day for a phonecall and when I finally do make it, instead of receiving it, I find out that activities are in full swing, without me. Then there’s an attempt to cheer me up, FRIENDS IN TOW. It’s funny how some people don’t make an attempt to get along with my friends but expect me to put up with theirs. Of course I don’t like to share attention, so of course I was throwing some kind of bitchfit, but apparently I’m soooo good at face saving techniques the message didn’t get across. I left, AND THE FUN CONTINUED.WITHOUT ME. Fuck my life, really. There was an apology that I had to spend my time with machines, but just like that, there was no chase, no significant effort whatsoever, to keep me away from my machines. I was left to take the freakin’ bus back. WTF, srsly. I already hate women. So that rules out being friends with them. But because we probably live in stone age, just that we don’t know it, I can’t have male friends either, because apparently men and women cannot just be friends. Except for maybe my cousin’s fiance maybe. GAH. So frustrating, isn’t it? I don’t get a car to go out at any time of the night, to hang with my friends. Hell, I’m a woman, I shouldn’t be hanging out late nights with friends. I shouldn’t even be talking damnit. Shut up, be a woman! Yeah well whatever. I’ll find happiness watching my damn TV series then. But no, because at the drop of a hat, people want my attention. Talk over the phone. Well I can’t multi-task then can I? So what do I do? Settle for being at someone’s emotional beck and call? Wow. Getting into hysterics here. Don’t mind me. Hope you enjoy the picture of my salad. I enjoyed eating it.Bye. 

I am posting a picture of what I had for lunch today because it was the only thing that made me happy today, so far. It’s salad from my most favourite salad place because they serve a good portion of meat with it. I’m not opposed to greens, but their not my fav type of food. Meats are, cos they are delicious, and it makes me finish my greens, to get to them.

I’m not on a diet. Diets don’t work.

Anyway, last night, I probably over reacted. Maybe. I don’t know. It sure wasn’t fun waiting all day for a phonecall and when I finally do make it, instead of receiving it, I find out that activities are in full swing, without me.

Then there’s an attempt to cheer me up, FRIENDS IN TOW. It’s funny how some people don’t make an attempt to get along with my friends but expect me to put up with theirs. Of course I don’t like to share attention, so of course I was throwing some kind of bitchfit, but apparently I’m soooo good at face saving techniques the message didn’t get across.

I left, AND THE FUN CONTINUED.
WITHOUT ME.

Fuck my life, really. There was an apology that I had to spend my time with machines, but just like that, there was no chase, no significant effort whatsoever, to keep me away from my machines. I was left to take the freakin’ bus back. WTF, srsly.

I already hate women. So that rules out being friends with them. But because we probably live in stone age, just that we don’t know it, I can’t have male friends either, because apparently men and women cannot just be friends. Except for maybe my cousin’s fiance maybe. GAH.

So frustrating, isn’t it? I don’t get a car to go out at any time of the night, to hang with my friends. Hell, I’m a woman, I shouldn’t be hanging out late nights with friends. I shouldn’t even be talking damnit. Shut up, be a woman! Yeah well whatever. I’ll find happiness watching my damn TV series then. But no, because at the drop of a hat, people want my attention. Talk over the phone. Well I can’t multi-task then can I? So what do I do? Settle for being at someone’s emotional beck and call?

Wow. Getting into hysterics here. Don’t mind me.

Hope you enjoy the picture of my salad. I enjoyed eating it.
Bye.