Go to hell with the wedding, getting married or anything remotely close to having to coordinate with another person. This may come off as selfish but it’s very very difficult to have anything done with another person. I am not even going to start complaining about the other person and blaming that person for such difficulty to get things done. I believe that everything can go wrong because of MYSELF. In this case, I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG. Yes, that’s right. I must have been so selfish my entire life, that this is happening to me. I cannot even get someone to marry me, without all this sweat, blood and tears. Srsly, it’s starting too look like it’s not worth it, so GO TO HELL WITH GETTING MARRIED. I AM OFFICIALLY PISSED OFF.
I don’t believe in doing anything while in rage. Right now I am full of rage and I feel liek breaking off all ties and live forever alone. Because it’s always BLA BLA BLA responsibilities BLA BLA BLA no money BLA BLA BLA responsibilities as a man BLA BLA BLA not enough money BLA BLA BLA OMG HOW AM IS ANYONE NOT SICK OF THIS. You see, if I didn’t have a boyfriend, and didn’t show any interest in committing myself to ONE MAN, I would be free of this rubbish! My father will not bug me to get hitched, and I can live my free-spirited life! But nooooo, like I said, it is MY OWN FAULT, because I am the one who is so fucking mentel to want to get married. To think that I need a man in my life, so as to seem ‘normal’ and all that jazz. Well fuck this shit because IT CANNOT BE NORMAL that everytime I talk about getting married it’s like running at top speed into a wall.
I am going to sleep this off.
And never talk about being weddings or marriage ever again.
People can go fuck themselves.
